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The Best Way to Kill Yourself

Final semester is really not a joke. Your emotion can bring you down till you think that you want to kill yourself. Not everyone. But there's a few who think to do this. Me? It'll just be a secret. As I was reading this one book (The Other Side of Coins) when I'm lost, its said that "There is no need for us to take our lives. Allah will do it for us. Death is something important, yes, but the process that precedes death should be given an extra emphasis. We may feel week at times and maybe or maybe not. It'll lead to committing suicide. Remember that this life is never ideal. Not everything goes to our plan. Life that always has a happy ending is only in fairy tales. We are not living in a tale. We are living in reality and there's no fantasy in reality. Life is full of bumps. Life is never easy.  We might not experience the smallest feeling of happiness at all. But that is not the reason why we have to give up, grieve or worse, take our precious lives by c
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2017

There's so much pain through this year. 2017 is really not my year. I can’t even put into words how bad this year bring me down, I had never been so lifeless and lost. I lost a person that I love. What a bad end of this year. I made a wrong decision in my life. I'm sick for the whole year. I feel sick of being sick. How tired I am to fight with myself and my own feelings. I kept trying to maintain my cool but it was eating me up so bad. It's really hard to pretend that everything is fine. Because inside is really a disaster. I'm slowly giving up with life. Feel so unmotivated. But I know that Allah SWT wants me to be stronger and stronger. I realize that from the biggest of the big to the smallest of the small, Allah SWT knows. That's why I am still here. Trying to getting stronger in sya Allah. Someone said to me that Allah has a plan for me. I am exactly where He wants me to be right now. I'm trying to believe that Allah test me when He gives and test me when
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A Letter For You

"This letter is to you. The you that's had a rough week. The you that seems to be under constant storm clouds. The you that feels invisible. The you that doesn't know how much longer you can hold on. The you that has lost faith. The you that always blame yourself for everything that goes wrong. To you. You're incredible. You make this world a little bit more wonderful. You have so much potential and so many things left to do. You have time. Better things are coming your way. So, please hang in there. You can do it as you're a fighter." Lots of love, Honey Madu
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